I hide beneith the covers of my bed
The soft down brushing against my skin
I cry quietly to myself
The dark seems to close in around me
I close my eyes and invision you holding me
your arms wrapped around me
Embracing me in a hold that just screams
I love you
For a moment there is no more pressure
I see your face in my dreams
in my thoughts
I feel you kissing me softly
Brushing the hair from my face
Whispering
"I love you, so so so much."
And I smile
And I sleep
And I dream.

Waking up the days drag on forever
Praying for a phone call
Not knowing how to spend my time
Do I entertain myself with mere mortal things?
Indulge in keeping my mind occupied
It all seems irrelevent since you arent here
To enjoy them with me.

I want your arms
Your hands
Your lips
Your chest
Your eyes
To hold me
to show me
to kiss me
to comfort me
to see me.
I want you.

I want
you.